occupation: the family disappointment
i am so drained and tired. i just feel as though i’m a nuisance in the life of everyone i love and care about. i honestly try my hardest to make them all happy, and i don’t expect anything in return, except some slight gratitude, but i can’t even get that. i just need to leave. leave everything behind. i don’t know where to. i just can’t be here anymore. i don’t need all this toxin in my life. i can’t even deal with myself, let alone others. on the other hand, i deserve this. i am such a shitty person, and i deserve the worst.